WOW! I know i say this every time i post but seriously?!?!? Another month has come and gone and i can't believe it!!! I am "one year older" but not so sure about "wiser too". ha ha ha! this pregnancy is makin me stupid! ha ha ha. christmas was the best! my husband is HONESTLY the BEST husband anyone could ever ask for!!!! :) we've been super busy workin and gettin ready for our little baby girl to come! now about her....oh i already love her to PIECES!!! she seriously moves SO MUCH!!! i don't have anything to comepare it to but she is a crazy one i tell ya! i just LOVE when she moves and kicks! i can't even explain the joy and happiness she brings to our lives already! i failed to mention in my last post what has been going on so i guess i better let you all know. when we went to our 20 week appointment we ran into a couple things that didn't look right so my doctor sent us to mckay dee to get a better look at her. well, after a few hours of ultrasounds and talking we were told unfortunately we had to go down to primary childrens to get a fetal echo. we were told she has a VERY RARE diagnosis called hederotaxi. she has some problems with her heart and her stomach is on the wrong side of her body. :( can i just tell you....it was honestly the HARDEST thing i've ever been told and had to go through. to know that the little baby inside of me has health problems that you can't do anything about until she gets here just kills me! and when she is here, it's still going to be hard. to send her into get open heart surgery at such a young age.....it seriously just kills me. but we are being as positive as we can be. we are given challenges in this life for a reason. yeah you can ask "why me" but that does no good. you can't go through life being down and negative about trials that you are given. so we are doing the best we can! we know that heavenly father will do what is best and he will take care of us and the baby. i am due april 17th and HOPING that we make it till then!!! i actually am already dialated to a 1 and crossing my fingers i don't dialate more. we need her to stay in as LONG as possible to help her little heart grow bigger! i can't wait till the day that i get to finally see her and hold her and kiss her. we had a 4-d ultrasound and it was so amazing!!! look at how stinkin CUTE she is already!!! :) i just LOVE this picture!!!
we're almost there!!!! :) thanks for all of your thoughts and prayers. we really do appreciate it!!! i'll do my best to keep you all posted! :)
